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[/edit]Do you guys remember your first love? I remember my very first crush.
It was very
innocent puppy love, and there was really no heart throbbing involved. We were in first grade, I thought he was a cutie.. So I wrote him a love letter! That is so embarrassing to think back on now, but I did write him one. It was full of sappy clichees, and basically said that I thought he was a
total hottie! How I ever got the guts to deliver the letter to him I don't remember, but one way or another I did. And he read it out loud to all the other guys in our class...
Haha, but after that he always asked me if I wanted to walk with him to the library!
Score! He moved away after second grade, and I never saw him again.
After that I guess I had minor crushes on the more popular boys in class. You know.. the ones that all the eight year old girls drooled after. Nothing ever happened, though. I was the
smart girl, and my main focus was school and horses.
And why should my priorities have been different? I was just a kid. But anyway, I just got through my days without worrying too much about the opposite sex. I was perfectly content with the way things were. The other girls in class thought I was
crazy by the time I was twelve! Imagine being twelve years old and still unkissed! Oh, the horror!
They tried to hook me up with various guys, but I was still too much into horses to even care! I swear, kids are totally twisted! Being
12 years old and unkissed was not a big deal! Love was not for me.
But then, freshman year of high school I fell hard. Looking back on in now, four years later, I don't really know how it was even
possible, seeing as I didn't know the guy too well.
I'd only spoken to him a couple of times. He was my ideal guy (well, at least according to the standards I had back then..); hot, athletic and funny... And kinda self-absorbed and
narcissistic, but at that time it didn't bother me at all. The only problem was that when I realized I actually liked the guy, I started to clam up whenever I was around him!
I could't get out even one reasonable sentence... No wonder things never worked out! Haha! He must have thought I was
retarded or something! Oh well.. It's a hilarious memory anyway!
The point of this little rambling? Uh, there isn't any. I just thought about love and stuff, and started to remember certain
things about my life. I have a lot of other stories to tell as well, but I think I'll keep those to myself for now!
Oh, and I've noticed a similarity between the anime characters I love the most! They're all cats!
Seriously!
Kyo Sohma (Fruits Basket) - Turns into a cat whenever he is hugged by a member of the opposite sex!
Takuto Kira (Full Moon wo Sagashite) - wears a hat with cat ears, and can turn into a stuffed animal cat! And finally
Natsume Hyuuga (Gakuen Alice) - sometimes wears a cat mask to limit his powers, and is sometimes referred to as the
kuro neko (black cat)! I think I'm obsessed with cat guys!
:
Emma,
Cecilie,
Ciel,
Sophia,
Desiree,
Ellie,
Jessa,
Brenda,
Dawn,
Kimbee,
Brandy,
Rei,
Alyssa,
Musme,
Alexandra,
Ongaku,
Britney,
Eileen
Otherwise I might not get into the program I want in university next year (like I've probably said ten times before... lol! I like to repeat stuff)
A normal school week for Norwegian high school students are about 30-35 hours. So basically I wake up, eat breakfast, sit down in front of my computer and work for about six hours straight.. then I try to have some free time to engange in social activities, and then I study for another couple of hours at night. 
Needless to say I don't really have that many exciting events to blog about! But seriously, schoolworks's a total bitch! 
